Why can’t they see

What is going on?

I’m faking a smile

But the reason is wrong

I’m not in the room

I’m drifting away

Where the sun is shining

And my life is okay

It’s just an illusion

I’m caught in the crowd

Let me out of this hell

I hear my soul shout

Still I don’t know

How I ended up here

I swallow a pill

While hiding a tear

All my friends told me

Get up, let us in

I send them a thought

As the knife reach my skin

I’ve gone too far

I’ll never find back

Cause’ no one will lead me

Back on the track